Idk

I'm pretty much "Idk" for everything, either because I'm too lazy to say what I actually feel like saying, or I'd feel awkward saying what I wanna say or because I really don't know. I don't know why I'm so bitter at times, I don't know why I don't like people who like me, I don't know why I feel such like an outcast, I don't know why I can't find somebody who I think it's cool that likes me. Listening to romantic songs doesn't help at this time

Celebrate your own decay FYEAH

"Deadbeat Holiday - Celebrate your own decay"

Isn't this a really weird notion? I mean, let's fucking celebrate our own decay! Let's celebrate all the shit we go through! Why not? It is a part of life. Bad stuff makes us grow up, probably, get stronger, perhaps. So, why when we're at the goddamn bottom, why don't we just laugh around and celebrate? This sounds to me what a drunk person would do but is it that much of a fool thing? I don't know. Anytime I listen to this Green Day song, that line hits me harshly. Perhaps it isn't that crazy. 

Ahh no

Tomorrow I'm back to school!!
I'm not half as excited as this last sentence could eventually seem. Actually, I'm not excited, at all. My Spring break could seem very shitty for the majority of people: I didn't get out of my house much, I spent a lot of time painting, drawing, watching tv, listening to music. It can sound boring as hell, but I really love that. And now, back to the old days, going to school, having tons of work and stress going on, not being able to do whatever I want because I have an important test here or there.
My parents aren't the type of parent that put lots of pressure on my shoulders to get nice results but I do that role myself. I like to have nice grades. I don't feel well when I know I can do better and I don't. So, for school, I'm not lazy. I work and I get nice results. I probably don't work half as some of my class mates but I got much better results than them. That can seem unfair in a way but... I really don't mind having good grades.
Right now, I'm just listening to Green Day's new album Demolicious, while I download a few songs and get depressed over school. Green Day released this album on Saturday, record store day. Very nice tunes for fucks sake! It's all demos, as the name may indicate.
Tomorrow, I have got to wake up at 6.30a.m to get ready to school and have classes right at 8. It already sucks to have classes starting at 8, imagine it starting with P.E. Shit Shit Shit. I'm exactly the type of person that would pass all P.E classes, oh god.
So, hurray, tomorrow is the first day of a bit less than 2 months of lots of stuff to do and, most likely, lots of stress! hurray!

artist:LORA-ZOMBIE

I have an endless love for Lora Zombie. If I had to chose a "favourite artist" she'd easily be in that list and her art influences mine more than any other I've ever seen.
Her use of colour is amazing and what she paints have a massive visual and psychological impact and, since my friend introduced me to her work, I started to look at art differently.
She calls her art "grunge" and, apparently, she works along with acrylics in such a way that make them have a watercolour feel.
It feels like when we see her art, we are completely transported to a world of her own.
I'm 16 years old and I must say that she inspires me to keep going with my art.

"Cutting Trees" is the first artwork I saw of her. It opened my eyes completely. I am very concerned about ecological issues so it was a great start. 

"Mr TIGER"

"Coffee and Milk" This painting along with this video made my days better and I've watched it about 100000 times.

"Panda-tree" is another one of the first paintings I've seen of Lora and this video was the first one I've watched of her. W o n d e r f u l , duh

"Whitey"

"Creator Of The Universe" A world of her own, as I said.

"Punk Of Love"

"Love Is"

"Santa's Ghetto"

"Oil Eats Dolphin"

Ok, these are some of my favourite. I could stay here the entire day showing more and more, but, instead, here is Lora's:

- DeviantArt

- Facebook

- Instagram

- Vimeo

Energies

I believe that energies are a big influence on our state of mind. For example, at times, you're feeling quite well, then you enter a place with other people that aren't that well and you start feeling as bad as them. That happens to me so many times, it's crazy.
I just... I don't even know. I was feeling "normal", well, as usual I'd feel, and suddenly people arrive at my place and I just got nervous and confused. Nothing happened to me besides their arrival. Now, it feels like my evening is completely ruined. I wish I could get away from this things, but it's like I'm stuck, with invisible chains.

Start

What's the porpose of writing a blog? I don't know, honestly. At least, start writing it takes a bit of motivation because you're not easily recognized and it can be harsh to deal with the fact that you are working up to something that isn't having any sort of recognition in any way. I'm not talking about financial recognition or anything, I'm just saying that the question that used to wander around my mind would be "why starting a blog if I won't have any readers?". I've had a bunch of blogs before and none of them worked and it can be pretty demotivating, since you'll just sit there, putting a little bit of your heart in what you're writing and then nobody actually likes it or even gets to read it. It is a bit unsettling to me that I want to write a blog for people to read it and not for me, but it is the actual truth.
So, today, I created a new blog. I don't have a single clue of what will happen in here honestly. I just wanna make this a light place in which I can express what I like.
So I am going to start by talking about one of my favourite things: Disney. Hell fucking yeah, Disney. Disney is my happy and safe place. I love the films. I never went to a Disney park before (unfortunally) but I am pretty sure I am going to cry in the day I put a toe in that place. It's just magical. For years I've wanted to work as a Disney artist. A concept artist, an animator, anything. Then my artistic directions took other roads (I love art, I try to be an aspiring artist) but, recently, I've re-watched one of my most loved Disney films that I didn't watch been ages and it was Lilo&Stitch. It's just a wonderful film with amazing art and greatly developed characters. The characters, besides some of them being aliens, are so realistic. Lilo and Nani for instance, I'm pretty sure a ton of people could relate with them. Stitch's pain for not having a family, it's so sad. Everything is cool and Hawaii seems to be the perfect scenario for that. So, I wanna show some of my favourite artwork Lilo&Stitch related because it just makes me go back to those days of really wanting to be a Disney artist. All this artwork is by people who worked at Disney and made the film.

Storyboards by Andreas Deja. 

Painting by Peter Moehle, in watercolours. In this film, they chose to make the backgrounds in watercolours just like it was made by Disney artists in the time Dumbo was made. After Dumbo, they started using gouache but they went back.

Concept art made by Chris Sanders, one of the writers and directors of the film, that also voiced Stitch.

These artworks are awesome and a bit different from Disney's usual style but they're just phenomenal.